I’ve come home on a short stint of leave of some sorts though my heart has been trumpeting with its own steady problems.
Though there have been no major battles across the borders, my mind has been fighting issues of its own.
I need to understand and accept certain things that I cannot change . I have been letting the gods of insecurities overpower my emotions for a long time.
It’s time I let the margarita in front of me to keep quiet and let the sober me to start taking over the real feelings of this blog.
There has been a shift in the last couple of months and this has been the most challenging phase of my life till date as I have had to deal with one of the most trying times that have made me question the fundamental reason of my basic decisions.
Please don’t let me screw up.
I am at the crossroads of the most important junctures of my life.
May I have the maturity to handle things that I cannot change and live up to the expectations of everyone affected by me.
I need to survive. Most importantly, I want to.